~it's finally here!!!~

it has arrive!!! it finally arrived!!! After soooooo much anticipation!!
so it wasnt a lie. But the kick isnt there anymore, it wasnt like b4.. Realised that the wait was much more better then the process. it did not have anything much in it. i wasnt looking forward to much anyway. Maybe i shld let it go, but i dunno how.
have been having silly dreams lately, dreamt of things that may nv happen in real life. probably thinkin too much.
ladies are soooo hard to be pleased..

advise pls, i need advises. did get some. But shld i be straight forward?
would it be bad n cruel to put it tat way?


I DUN NOE WAt I WaNT!
p.s: ignore me, i'm just turning abnormal

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Thursday, February 02, 2006

~back to reality...~

wooo hoooo!!!
chinese newyear is soooo fuuuunnnnn, visited so many many relatives, realise that some of my uncles are balding. haiz. guess it's quite common for guys to start balding when they reach a certain age. they looked really really old, so much older than the last time i saw them.
time flies!

went pris hse for some home-made sushi last nite. made her personalised mine.muahahahaah. anyway, played some mahjong. and someone throw the chicken out, and thought it was a bird. and another dun even noe how to 'pong'. it's crappiest mj game ever. Also, learnt how to play bridge, not a bad game, just that it's kind of complicating.

BACK TO REALITY
today, i was told tat i'm getting fatter again. which is a really really really bad thing. have to start looking for new strategies le.
exams comingSTRESS.STRESS.STRESS.PROJECTS.REORTS...
need to save $$, didnt kept my new yr resolution.
probably shld start making CNY resolution le...

that's all folks

*i'm starting to doubt tat it will ever arrive*

*Gw3ndy shared her life wit U at* | 2:39 AM

~back to reality...~

wooo hoooo!!!
chinese newyear is soooo fuuuunnnnn, visited so many many relatives, realise that some of my uncles are balding. haiz. guess it's quite common for guys to start balding when they reach a certain age. they looked really really old, so much older than the last time i saw them.
time flies!

went pris hse for some home-made sushi last nite. made her personalised mine.muahahahaah. anyway, played some mahjong. and someone throw the chicken out, and thought it was a bird. and another dun even noe how to 'pong'. it's crappiest mj game ever. Also, learnt how to play bridge, not a bad game, just that it's kind of complicating.

back to reality
today, i was told tat i'm getting fatter again. which is a really really really bad thing. have to start looking for new strategies le!
exam's near, STRESS.STRESS.STRESS.PROJECTS.REPORTS.
muz safe $$, N i didnt keep my new yr resolution.
maybe i shld start setting CNY resolution....

that's all folks!

*i'm starting to doubt tat it'll ever arrive*

*Gw3ndy shared her life wit U at* | 2:39 AM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

~where is it?~

hi ppl!
1st of all, i would like to tell u that my results are pretty bad. therefore i have to go shopping to make myself feel better.
so, i went to bugis and got myself i billabong shorts which i really like.
follwed by going to china town on monday, had a temporary tattoo, have butterflies on left hand, a rose on right. realised tat i really dun like muay chee.

went to the DARTS unit today. totally disapointed, cos... the ppl there not macho enough(only some are macho).
was shocked when Mr Ong, told me to behave..lol.
well... i wasnt really gonna ask for their no. alrite.
just that... no harm looking mah.. oso wont turn blind..
learned that the pay there actually not bad.

but, the criteria for working in the forces are
1. pass NAPFA
2. be above 1.6m
BOTH i oso dun have!!!

oso, both my HP and MP3 are down with flu. they are not working very well... but still usable.. will have to bring them to the doc soon.

new yr is near.. which oso mean that it's the fat and 'ang bao' collecting season!!

lastly, not forgetting to make a confession on the blog.
i took condense milk. and that's the immoral thing i did. i wont say why it's immoral, cos that will be too embarrassing.

hope everyone enjoy ur weekends! happy new year!
bye!


*it hasnt arrive*
probably stuck somewhere...

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

~FINALLY!!~

hahahhahahah!!!!
after gazillion years, i'm finally updating my blog.
wat a chore.

Common Tests are OVER!!!
and now comes projects...and open house.
but 1st, i've gotta go shop for new year stuff! muz look for shopping kakis le.
went to china town the other nite, didnt buy anything( except a pack of mushroom) cos all the shops were closing( it was near 12am).
and also, for ur information, the BRIDE have been found!! jayjay is now 1 happy hamster! i've oso gotten a elephanty bank on my study table.
it's pink in colour. and less den half-filled. alright, actually it's less den a quarter filled. (3 elephants at my hse but still no sight of tony jaa)

equation of the day:
gad + gwen= pissing ppl off pair!(cum best lab partner in town)
well, only gad and i noe the reason for that eqn. she even suggested that we shoot smth like the back dorm guys thingy.

*i'm waiting for a letter*


i've also realise that my blogging skill is really bad, events jus start and end adruptly. hahahha, that's soo me..

*Gw3ndy shared her life wit U at* | 7:23 AM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

~MERRY CHRISTMAS!!~

This year's christmas is cool. celebrated with quite a no. of ppl. went THE ONE for karaoke with the Ex-MSH and current channel hub peeps.

muahahahha, and proud to say that now i have 2 elephants at my house!!!
the 2 elephants are my christmas present from kawai!thanks kawai!. Although they are not alife.. i'm still happy with my elephants!! now, i shall just sit here and wait for someone to come kidnap my elephants, den tony jaa can come rescue them. lol. i saw this tony jaa look-alike at NYP last friday!! muahahah, so cool. but too bad, i dunno him la.

okie, i'm a really really bad cook, i just came back from the kitchen. guess wat. i managed to burnt a whole pot of soup. now the pot is dry and black, and my house is reek of burnt smell...

oH yah, 1 more thing, i realised tat my jay jay actually have a mole on his back. it is located slightly to his left buttock. lol. i wonder if that mole is cancerous or not... it better not be.
i'm soo looking forward to the class BBQ on wed!!!! i havent told my dad tat he has to help me bring stuff over to east coast. lol. shall do it later.
tat shld be all i've got to say for this week( excluding my studies part which is tedious)
tat's all folks!

*sorry gad, i havent created a lyrics for u, will do it soon :)*

*Gw3ndy shared her life wit U at* | 4:03 AM

Sunday, December 18, 2005

~King Kong song!~

okie, so my blog is suppose to entertain ppl(according to fissball)

here comes the king kong song!!!

King Kong. Meet the King kong. He's the modern stone age gorilla.From the land of skull island, He's a page right out of history.Let’s ride with the king kong down the street.Through the courtesy of his two feet.When you’re with Mr King Kong you’ll have a hairy hairy doo time. A hairy doo time.You’ll have a gay old time!!!!

P.S. sing according the the tune of 'the flintstones'
okie, i know i suck at this.

*Gw3ndy shared her life wit U at* | 12:34 AM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

~The empty entry~

he has always been the apple in ur eye. wat am i to u? ans: a trouble maker.
it has always been my fault. den why bring me to this world? did u really meant wat u said?or was it in a fit of anger? over a small little matter, u said u hate me. well, i dun like u either, but do i have a choice?
i'll make u regret wat u said today, and u'll also regret putting ur trust in them and that filthy husband of urs. you said:'when i hate someone, i'll hate that person for life, even if she is my daughter.'
i said: 'i did not deny that u're not that kind of person'. i mean nth to u.
sometimes i really wish that u'll end my life. i just want the truth to be seen, justice to be done. but the truth always hurt.
cos u dunno my past. if u know wat he did? would u still forgive him? which path would u have taken? shun it , or stand up for me? or are u gonna make the same mistake again? i've tried my best to keep it away from my head, but at some point in time i just couldnt help it. you've made me seen the ugly sides of the human race, the harsh reality, the cruelty of this world.

you've shattered me again when i was just about to gather the last few pieces of myself.
i feel sorry for u, cos u've wasted ur life on him. u did not do me wronged for u've actually wronged urself. The guilt is killing me. and it is adding on to the burdens i have. i'll still hold on to my stand. i just hate u for hating me, and not trusting wat i said. i've tried my best to guide u to the facts, but it seems like u just wanna close an eye.

all i want is just someone who will listen..

+no matter how much amendments is done,
u'll nv cover the scars tat you have made+

*Gw3ndy shared her life wit U at* | 11:53 PM