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he has always been the apple in ur eye. wat am i to u? ans: a trouble maker.
it has always been my fault. den why bring me to this world? did u really meant wat u said?or was it in a fit of anger? over a small little matter, u said u hate me. well, i dun like u either, but do i have a choice?
i'll make u regret wat u said today, and u'll also regret putting ur trust in them and that filthy husband of urs. you said:'when i hate someone, i'll hate that person for life, even if she is my daughter.'
i said: 'i did not deny that u're not that kind of person'. i mean nth to u.
sometimes i really wish that u'll end my life. i just want the truth to be seen, justice to be done. but the truth always hurt.
cos u dunno my past. if u know wat he did? would u still forgive him? which path would u have taken? shun it , or stand up for me? or are u gonna make the same mistake again? i've tried my best to keep it away from my head, but at some point in time i just couldnt help it. you've made me seen the ugly sides of the human race, the harsh reality, the cruelty of this world.
you've shattered me again when i was just about to gather the last few pieces of myself.
i feel sorry for u, cos u've wasted ur life on him. u did not do me wronged for u've actually wronged urself. The guilt is killing me. and it is adding on to the burdens i have. i'll still hold on to my stand. i just hate u for hating me, and not trusting wat i said. i've tried my best to guide u to the facts, but it seems like u just wanna close an eye.
all i want is just someone who will listen..
+no matter how much amendments is done,
u'll nv cover the scars tat you have made+
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